im out bitches

xoxox jerri

its all his fault rly damn ass hole all started on a regular converstaion and then it went off going how im too negative

next tim ill see him ill ignre him and watch him begg

What would your reaction be if...

1. I was standing right  next to you:
2. I kissed you:
3. I was the girl next door :
4. I started smoking:
5. I was hospitalized:
6. I was drunk:
7. I hugged you:
8. I asked you to leave:
9. I asked you out:

What do you think about my...?
10. personality:
11. eyes:
12. hair:
13. body:

Would you?
14. be my friend?
15. keep a secret if i told you one?
16. kiss me?
17. go on a date with me?
18. keep in touch?
19. date me?

Have you ever?
20. lied to make me feel better?
21. wanted to kiss me?
22. wanted to bite me?
23. kept something important from me?
24. wanted to cuddle with me?

And any more...
25. who are you?
26. are we friends?
27. when and how did we meet?
28. describe me in one word:
29. what was your first impression?
30. what reminds you of me?
31. if you could give me anything what would it be?
32. how well do you know me?
33. when's the last time you saw me?
34. ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
35. are you gonna post this so you can see what I say about you?

Would You...
[ ] Push me into a wall and kiss me?
[ ] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill?
[ ] Slap Me?
[ ] Slap me if i asked you to?
[ ] Kiss Me?
[ ] Let Me Kiss You?
[ ] Watch A Movie With Me?
[ ] Take Me Out To Dinner?
[ ] Take A Shower With Me?
[ ] Take Me Home For The Night?
[ ] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed?

[ ] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed (With You)?
[ ] Take Me Anywhere With You?
[ ] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions?
[ ] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me?
[ ] Let me lock you in your room and Take Advantage of you?
[ ] Let Me Make You Breakfast?
[ ] Make me breakfast?
[ ] Tickle Me?
[ ] Let Me Tickle You?
[ ] Stick Up For Me if I Was Being Put Down?
[ ] Instant Message Me?
[ ] Greet Me In Public?
[ ] Hang Out With Me?
[ ] Let Me Hold Your waist from behind while we are out?
[ ] Bring Me Around Your Friends?

Do You...
[ ] Miss Me?
[ ] Think I'm Sexy?
[ ] Think I'm Cute?
[ ] Think I'm Hot?
[ ] Think I'm Ok?
[ ] Think I'm Ugly?
[ ] Want To Kiss Me?
[ ] Want To Cuddle With Me?
[ ] Want To Date Me?

Am I...
[ ] Smart?
[ ] Funny?
[ ] Cool?
[ ] Loveable?
[ ] Adorable?
[ ] Great To Be With?
[ ] Attractive?
[ ] Mean?
[ ] Ugly?

Have You Ever...
[ ] Thought About Hooking Up With Me?
[ ] Found Yourself Wanting To Kiss Me Non Stop?
[ ] Wished I Were There?
[ ] Had A Crush On Me?
[ ] Wanted My Number?
[ ] Had A Dream About Me?
[ ] Been Distracted By Me?

Are You...
[ ] Happy You Know Me?
[ ] Thinking About Me
[ ] My Friend?

noone really knew but his friends and me and well those damn ass bastards

they took him away from me

i should have never opened my fucking mouth......

then maybe we can still be together

and maybe would've had a future

i know im young but hell

i loved him

i want him back

i wanted to follow him but i was too chicken

i want to forget him and no one i ever went put with toppped him

i remember 3:00 in the morning we would be talking for hours unended

he was one of those bad boys

ppl nvr liked the idea that we were together

he was funny and sweet and careing

we had plans to go away even if he was older than me it felt like we were so close

but he's gone and i tried but no i had to fucking remember him!

and i fucking want him!

why?? why did i fucking remember this????????????????

and this is all true....no one knows don't ask who this is...only one person knows and well they don't live here so yea and im not telling anyone...i just want to right down what i feel........

everything i fucking want is just in my dreams

all i want is to be loved back

all i want is him.

but i know that i'll never have him

its all just a dream

i may not have such a great life or such a bad one

but it sucks for me

all the scar in buises inside and outside of my body

still leave there fucking mark

sometimes i look at all the sharp things around me and i so want to use them..

but i can't im to weak to

but im so thank ful for my friends well some

some just kill me so much

so many times and thank you dylan...its like wow when you make me feel better

i need your help again

and please i hope you read this

to make me laugh once more...

xoxo

AND omg! there this like effin new guy name ryan at school hes like hot and emoish but like o well me likey sorta not like him gah1 well i hardly even know him and he hardly knows me so i don't know why he says im "hot" when im not and that he would totally bang me which is weird gah wierd and whats scary hes a stalker he won't leave me espania and celest alone! i mean really! and gah he was at my effin window the other day! i don't even know where he got my address especially since i live like no WHERE!!!!!!! gah creepy!

XOXO

jerri